He
called it Utopia,
a Greek word meaning there is no such
place.
F. Quevedo
I know that
utopia is on the horizon and that I will never reach it, because if I
walk ten steps, utopia moves ten steps further away, and if I walk
twenty, it moves twenty steps further. So, what is utopia for? That's
what it's for: to walk.
F. Birri / E.
Galeano
The
Cro-Magnons' answer to the eternal human question: what am I and
where am I? was different from ours: animals were the guardians of
the world and the universe. Behind every horizon, there were always
more animals.
J.
Berger
The
memories of my childhood are those of awakening to the joy of seeing
and understanding on a wonderful island: lots of friends and family,
games in the street, the clatter of my mother's sewing machine,
watermelon with the coolness of the cistern, the taste of sea salt
and sand, the smoke in the kitchen, and the day of the matances.
Summers of sun and sweat, winters of cold and damp sheets. I often
search in this web of past and perceive the secret law that unites
nature with happiness, in that small point between the wide sea and
the universe. It was my first utopia: a fleeting but foundational
harmony.
Utopias
light the trail and are a way of looking to the future without
abandoning what we once were. We must recognize the points that bind
us to the past and understand that life is change. We must not lose
our capability for wonder and not be fearful of the abysses of the
future. Seeking refuge and defending simplicity, dignity, and freedom
today in the Castle of San Carlos, built to defend from attacks of
pirates and Berbers who sailed the Mediterranean, is a symbol of
strength, defense, and shelter from uncertainty. Artists, too, build
fortresses with the power of words, form, and color.
But
the work of an artist isn't easy. Knowing who you are and finding
your purpose is linked to talent, but also to uncertainty and work.
We create on the edge of the abyss, between doubt and the need to say
something true. Uniting opposites. Trial and error. Intuition,
through what you don't like, you arrive to what defines you.
Sometimes art is anguish, other times it's revelation. It's
always a search. And perhaps that is, deep down, the closest thing to
utopia: the constant possibility of reinventing oneself, of creating
meaning where there seemed to be none, of lighting a light
in the middle of the horizon.